Hanyi's

my start.

2012-01-30T09:50:00.001+08:00

I AM NOT SAD !
wtf.

Dolls & Undoll

2012-01-25T00:00:00.000+08:00

'Guys don't like girls with a lot of makeup'
I see nothing wrong with it. What does it have to do with guys when girls put a lot of makeup.

The definition of a lot of makeup to me is like those fucking thick eyeliner like siao, black eyeshadow or whatever that makes you look emo. Super white foundation. Eyelashes like 3,4 stack together.
That's crazy.

For me, i don't think i put a lot of makeup. I did spam concealer to conceal my dark circles, but all i did is add falsies . ONE ONLY. I don't put much eyeshadow, i don't draw thick eyeliner, i don't put heavy blush . I did heavy *a little makeup on special occasion like now, chinese new year. Which is like adding lower falsies only, and this year i only put glitter.

Different places have different limits of makeup.

When i go to school
Nothing on my face !
But since school's out, there was once or twice i went school with a bit of concealer. I think phototaking that day got put a bit of concealer, but my dark circles still decide to be sooooooo obvious and i look horrible in it.
And i putted concealer and eyelid fiber on the school garduation day. First, that few months preparing for Os so not enough sleep confirm got dark circles. Plus, on that day my right eye was swollen i think and is those very nice crease one. So i balance my left eyes with eyelid fiber and no one can tell ! Power of concealer !

When i'm at home and there's visitors
Depends on the event.. Like for normal visiting i will only just draw a thin line of eyeliner. Or like last year christmas, all i did was add upper falsies .

When i'm at some shopping centre that's near like Northpoint etc
Okay lar, i got put eyeliner. But there's also sometimes i only put concealer. Very rare i went there bare face.

When i'm in town
A must to put makeup. Sometimes falsies sometimes no.

When i'm in work
I only put thin eyeliner. Concealer is a must !

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My cousins have been asking me like where i learn all these stuff of makeup one.

I started to get influence by makeup because last time i got performance in dance then they makeup until very nice.
Sec 2, i joined chingay . And the people that help me makeup like super cool, and that's how i know about cosmoprof.
Influence by friends too.
Having the ambition of becoming a makeup artist.
Started to watch tutorials on youtube.
Then i don't know when i started to be crazy about Japan.
Japan have these 'gyaru　ギャル ' people. Their makeup damn power ! So i started reading VIVI. Then i changed to RAY then to MINA and finally POPTEEN!
For me, VIVI is more mature. POPTEEN is for teens and i'm sticking to it for quite long already. So learn their skills, then adding a few of skills here and there.
Majority of my makeups are from Japan, like CANMAKE, KATE, CANDYDOLL, DOLLYWINK, EYEMAZING etc.

So, whatever.
I've said it many times, if you are the kind that puts makeup and you have a boyfriend. First, tell your bf that you are putting makeup (that's stupid) and remove it to let them see. If they ditch you, means they only go for the looks, not the personality.

I sound like i know-it-all . So kaobei !
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Let's just say that makeup gives me CONFIDENCE
Don't care what people say lar, i like can already.

Bitch.

Happy lunar new year / I bought a zoo... / new image.

2012-01-24T00:44:00.000+08:00

Hello sweethearts.
First of all, happy lunar new year to everyone ! あけまして (lunar one) ！
Not working for 2 days and i'm helping them to take care of the hamsters. I have 5 with me. It's so stinky and it stink up my house, but they are cute ! Super cute.

So, went bai nian at my cousin's house today. Normally people went bai nian for like a few days, for my family, we just gathered one day together and poof done. But i like visiting my cousins because they all have all these cute animals !
This is skippy !

Skippy is very old, i think 8 years old ?! And he's blind. I know him since i was very young ! Skippy very cute and active one. He won't bite. Despite losing his eyesight, he still active like siao. HE LOVES ME!
My gu ma went to cut his fur until like flat top to cover his eyes. Still very kawaii !

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deng deng.
When i have short hair ... nice?

byebeeee.

Dong dong chiang.

2012-01-20T23:30:00.002+08:00

nothing to say, happy new year.

Different things.

2012-01-16T14:14:00.003+08:00

We can't always stick to the same thing, try different things, open up your world.
You never know if you never try.

Heart patch

2012-01-11T20:17:00.000+08:00

With a 8 on your 'O' level cert, you can't go anywhere.

I'm retaking it !

Went to 3 poly today, namely nanyang, republic and temasek poly. And went IKEA to eat meatball. Went back home pretty early, and i decided to waste my makeup.

Here are the pictures, i wanted to do something like Halloween because my grey contacts kinda look scary but failed badly.

Damn vain...

tried the no emotion face, failed. But my contacts looks nice ! (:

So i've made up my mind. If no poly accept me, i'll go study my cosmetic and japanese first. Then i'll retake my english and go poly next year !

私がんばるよ！

夢のために～！

Be enormous in everything.

2012-01-10T22:57:00.001+08:00

I'm thinking positive, seriously.

Stupid people will have miracles.

2012-01-09T23:47:00.009+08:00

Today is a big day. Be it sad or happy.

I'm happy despite the fact that i failed my english. I think i did well for my other subjects.

During Os, i was damn motivated because i wanted to go temasek poly for apparel design and merchandising course. The cut-off points was 15. And i really did study for Os, like super hard. But surprisingly, i didn't feel the stress.

After a while, i lost motivation and i couldn't care much about it. I would just study and have no regrets whatever my result is. If i could go Poly, i will go. If i can't then too bad. Worst, go nursing .

I know my mindset is very wrong, but i'm just not the clever and born smart person. I hate studying. Studying is like a waste of time to me.

I would rather study cosmetics and japanese !

Anyways,

today was the release of Os result, or is it called the doomsday?

Everyone was nervous but here i am, being a happy-go-lucky person.

Mdm kaur called me out first and she told me about my english result. She said i got a 8 for it. I'm not sad or anything, it's just what i expected.

Then it was my turn to take the 'full' result.

Knowing that i failed my english, i didn't expect much. Mr yong handed me my results and he told me i can't even go ITE.

Bullshit. I just walked away, or did i said thank you first?

Looking at my results more clearly, i kinda did well in all the subjects ( excluding english of course) . FINALLY i passed geog, c6 . FINALLY i passed science, B4 . UNEXPECTEDLY, i got B3 for SS/HIS . UNEXPECTEDLY, my chinese jumped grade from a C5 to a B3 ! And i got B4 for maths.

People may think that i'm crazy because i didn't cry after looking at my E8 .

Instead, i was freaking happy . I guess i have this positive mindset ?

People doing better than me are crying like fuck. WTF?

My parents were like super happy okay.

I guess, stupid people have miracles.

busy days.

2012-01-07T22:44:00.003+08:00

Not blogging for a few days now but nobody cares cause no one reads. Been busy with my work (i'm working at Aquapets at bukit timah plaza) , i know like finally . Work ended pretty late like at 9pm and i reached home at around 10.45pm. But i enjoyed my work very much.

Work been pretty boring . But it's still fun. Need to learn a lot of things and memorise where the stocks are. Learning bit by bit.

Boss is kind too, and she's funny! She scold people use 'fucking' one. Modern boss.

I sold a hamster to a japanese kid ! Great achievement.

I get along with the workers there too, there's samn(i think is spell like that), irene and David.

At first was abit like don't dare talk, but today i think is because boss not there we all siao together. Customer come also siao together. Time passes real quick today ! No more anti social me.

Busy with work, don't really have time to go all those poly open house, not interested though. I'm not the study kind anyway. Go study nursing uh. Then i can part time my cosmetic learning and japanese ~!

What will happen on monday . I wont cry.

The eve of my work,

2012-01-02T21:27:00.002+08:00

Been kind of nervous about tomorrow's work. Having the thought of what to say when i reach, what if i'm late, what if i screw up, what if the boss is weird... etc , it will be so awkward. Praying that tomorrow will be a very good day .

The end of being so free everyday !

On new year, japan was struck by a 7.0 magnitude earthquake. Is good that is not so serious, i guess . Japan, don't lose to the vibrations ! まけんないね！がんばって !

my uneven eyelid crease.

2012, new year.

2012-01-01T00:00:00.000+08:00

あけましておめてとう !

the only wish i have, to go japan and never come back.
i finally got a job in a pet shop (aquapets) at bukit timah plaza. It's very far but is okay. Normally people stop working after december but i only started it. I shall be the unique one.
Those who have pets please come, that pet shop got everything.. i guess !

my 2011 cannot-forget-event : I got scolded by Mr yong because of my academics. everytime...
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my new year eve makeup. The glitter didn't show up quite clear but is a fail one.

The whole story of christmas outing/party

2011-12-28T23:43:00.002+08:00

Christmas is over like OVER .
Celebrated it with different people. Who cares about christmas is meant for couples, shit that. As long as we are happy, christmas is AWESOME.

23/12/2011 - X'mas with hunmaeqijo !
スタート (:

Look at them going without me ! #1

One japanese character is wrong D: the 'い' should be 'り' in the 'ありがとう'
Act smart only nah.

look at them going #2

the '1,2,3,4' pose ! Look at us going #1

The emo one, Lim xueqi #1

look at them going #3

look at them goingg #4

the hidden michael jackson feel #1

Look at them going #5

look at me going, i'm the extra #1

My stylo professional pose #1

my stylo professional pose #2

Act gay #1 (trying)

Act cool (trying) #1

Look at them going #6

look at them going #7

my stylo and professional pose #3

look at them going #8

the hidden michael jackson feel #2

look at them going #9

look at them going #10

look at them going (stylo) #11

look at them going #12

look at them going #13

madeleine solo #1

act cool and act gay pose #1 (trying)

and then, we went wild...

We finally took neoprints after 3 years? If you compare the past and present, we changed a lot, really. The hair, the attitude, the face(?) , the colour (of the hair, only me?), and the skills of makeup .

Ta-da. Love them.

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25/12/2011 - X'mas party with yanfang, my family, my bro's friend, my mom gang (the aunty and kiasu gang), and the aunty gang kids.

My forever unglam #1

My forever unglam #2

my forever unglam #3

Getting high on playing PS2, dragonball. *look at my hair.

Christmas party at my house was so fun. I debut my first time eating turkey, and the verdict is.... it sucks way max. Pffft!

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27/12/2011 - Belated X'mas outing with Yanfang

My forever unglam #4

My forever unglam #5

My forever unglam #6

My forever unglam #7

Went bugis and i'm wearing heels and it kills me. My toe hurts, my feet hurts. The most enjoyable time was having dinner:
1)Is at KFC!
2)I can rest my leg. (purposely eat slow slow to rest more
but when we started to walk again, my leg just hurts.
And we took neoprints ! I'm seriously getting addicted to neoprints.
Also went to BEYOND, to book my japanese class, AND AND the sensei is seriously a japanese . High max, can't wait for the lesson to start.

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After all these christmas party going on, of course there are self shot. Besides i got a new and nice camera credits to xueqi cause she sold it to me at a super low price. What's best is brand new! Dual screen somemore.

Ending it with a video from clicknetwork.com , how funny can the song get.

Adios !
じゃ、またね

I can (not) play guitar too !

2011-12-28T01:30:00.001+08:00

bittersweet feeling.

2011-12-26T23:37:00.001+08:00

Who wants some candycane.

Christmas over, world's ending. 2-0-1-2.

2011-12-25T11:13:00.002+08:00

みんな、メリクリスマス！

got michael jackson feel not ?!

2011-12-19T03:53:00.004+08:00

i swear is cute

i wear what i like,
i makeup whenever i want,
i didn't hurt anyone,
i didn't kill anyone,
not contributing to global warming,
my confidence come from my after makeup look,
i still got take care of my skin,

i got scolded for that from my mom.

i have to 'qian jiu' other people. what i wear how to 'qian jiu' people? my dressing depends where i'm going .

then my mom said ' what if my boyfriend next time said i keep wearing makeup here and there then no those natural look or whatso ever then want breakup'
and i shoot back ' then that guy only see looks, not character. he dont't like then don't like nor. '
and she shooted back 'cause of your 'i do what i like' attitude people will hate you and don't want be friends with you. '
me: 'my 'i do what i like' is only on my makeup only, if other things i still will listen to others'
mom: 'still because of that arrogant and stubborn attitude people will think that you very liao bu qi then you next time very lonely.when you go out people wei bi like your makeup'
me: ' they dont like then dont like lar, my problem meh. i like can already mah. i mean like why do i care about people not liking about my makeup. If they dont like my makeup, what can they do? remove it instantly?'

I like to makeup, if not i spend so much money on makeup for what? eat ah.
Hate me for being not natural at the age of 16.
Hate me for being fake.

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my new nails,
hello kitty. i swear is cute ! :D i did it myself, bow down.

2011-12-17T22:44:00.003+08:00

nails shopping with madeleine.

one thing i hate about bugis store the sales people is they are fucking rude.
super.

i went and bought lots of nail polish and beads to DIY my nails, pictures below and is very ugly ):
tutu.

2011-12-16T18:48:00.003+08:00

pigs are flying.

Singapore is snowing.

I've created facebook

miracles.

prom photos,

kinda late, but who will care...

2011-12-13T23:27:00.003+08:00

Blog shopping

No matter how much makeup you have, you still have the thought of buying more makeup.

So, i went blogshopping for makeup and contacts . My nails grow too fast already, plus the extensions, is duber long and it tore my brown contacts ! D:

Contacts is from i-babydoll.bs.com

And bought dollywink loose powder from shoponblog

So i went to far east plaza, milly's (alone!) and removed it and i asked them to do french tip for me ! OPI colours so nice !

Is abit ugly cause the inside not dry then i very chorlor and it kinda.. become ugly. HAHAHA !

My nails became so short and ugly. Is depressing to see my nails without colours, so must paint a bit colour.

useless post w my ugly picture cause no one will read. blogged to kill time!

2011-12-11T23:50:00.004+08:00

Acting pro. Seriously?

I'm writing this useless plus no one will read blogpost because i'm waiting for my drama to load.. and i had nothing to do !

こんばんは！いまね学校わやすみです。毎日外え出ない、暇な。

仕事わない、とでも暇な！

最近、あたしは日本人の友人をした。彼女の名前はCHIAKIです。すごくうれしです！だて、あたしのはんじめての日本友達！

Okay, enough of acting pro! Confirm got a lot mistakes one. I can't understand the difference between 'は' and 'わ'.

So, i became damn bored at home i decided to join the exchanging of post card with strangers with other countries. Recommended by my dad. So i went ahead and join. I told my dad i'm only interested in japan people ! So to act pro, i even give a fake japan name, りん (rin). Stupid right, but like that then can attract japanese people mah. Then they will write postcard to me. So i'm acting pro and i made a friend called Chiaki. She's 20+ i think, and i started talking to her... in jap! I know, act pro. When she replied, bamm! All the chim chim kanji, but she's kind enough to put hiragana beside it, so somehow i still can figure out what's she writing. I MIGHT BE A 天才! (joking) So now i'm waiting for her second reply ! Cant wait. I spent like 1 hour writing a reply to her (: hardworking man.

Maybe i'll go funan alone... hmm, and remove my nail extension. $$$ fly away .

This is my first time using rollers, so must take picture !!!! #ACBC!

じゃ、またね。　