Stupid people will have miracles.

Today is a big day. Be it sad or happy.

I'm happy despite the fact that i failed my english. I think i did well for my other subjects.

During Os, i was damn motivated because i wanted to go temasek poly for apparel design and merchandising course. The cut-off points was 15. And i really did study for Os, like super hard. But surprisingly, i didn't feel the stress.

After a while, i lost motivation and i couldn't care much about it. I would just study and have no regrets whatever my result is. If i could go Poly, i will go. If i can't then too bad. Worst, go nursing .

I know my mindset is very wrong, but i'm just not the clever and born smart person. I hate studying. Studying is like a waste of time to me.

I would rather study cosmetics and japanese !

Anyways,

today was the release of Os result, or is it called the doomsday?

Everyone was nervous but here i am, being a happy-go-lucky person.

Mdm kaur called me out first and she told me about my english result. She said i got a 8 for it. I'm not sad or anything, it's just what i expected.

Then it was my turn to take the 'full' result.

Knowing that i failed my english, i didn't expect much. Mr yong handed me my results and he told me i can't even go ITE.

Bullshit. I just walked away, or did i said thank you first?

Looking at my results more clearly, i kinda did well in all the subjects ( excluding english of course) . FINALLY i passed geog, c6 . FINALLY i passed science, B4 . UNEXPECTEDLY, i got B3 for SS/HIS . UNEXPECTEDLY, my chinese jumped grade from a C5 to a B3 ! And i got B4 for maths.

People may think that i'm crazy because i didn't cry after looking at my E8 .

Instead, i was freaking happy . I guess i have this positive mindset ?

People doing better than me are crying like fuck. WTF?

My parents were like super happy okay.

I guess, stupid people have miracles.